First of all, i had my practicum in February..my FIRST JOB..that is kinda big for me because that was the first time i work with real people and real students..lots of ups and downs during that time with all the problems with teachers, accidents and etc..but, i am grateful for that experience since it really change my perspective towards teaching profession.. some students managed to open my eyes and change my view towards the world..
So,on October i had my FIRST GRADUATION..yess...i complete my degree with a not-so-satisfying results..but,i’ll take that..i had a lot of fun during my degree years so i wont complain about the result..i deserve it..the moment when i reunite with my classmates is beautiful..
On March, a guy came into my life..a very special one.. i don’t always fall in love but boy,this one is an exceptional..always there at the end of my worst days..so, in 13th June, i had my FIRST BOYFRIEND EVER..i still remember that moment vividly.. i dont plan to fall in love but it happened..im not really sure myself why i fell in love with him..maybe because he’s there literarily everyday listening to my yapping nonsense complaints.. i dont know how but i can feel that he’s an honest guy..my heart is racing everytime he calls me..because of him,i wanna be beautiful..if u know me before..i dont really care about being beautiful..u can ask anyone that knows me..well wutever..things happen for a reason..
On October, I started my FIRST REAL JOB THAT COME WITH PAYMENT..i worked in kumon..why? because i need teaching experience..and money of course..
On November, my relationship come to an end..so,here it is..my FIRST BREAK UP..and the feeling is indescribably painful.. this is my first time,so, i dont really know what to do..it is hard and i lived in denial for a couple of days..the most painful thing about the break up is, he did nothing wrong..but we did it because we have to.. not because we want to..i cry myself to sleep almost everynight for weeks..i even cried when i was walking alone in the mall..i have cried at least one litre of tears..i feel like the world is being unfair to me..
I really thought that im gonna end the 2011 with sadness..but on December i got what ive been wanting for the past 4 years.. i got accepted for a master programme in upm..and i spent my last day of 2011 attending an interview for a master course in UITM.. and i think i nailed the interview which is really good for my self-esteem..Alhamdullilah..
So, that’s pretty much what happened to me in 2011..cant wait for 2012..i know there will a lot of ups and downs waiting for me..but im pretty sure i am much stronger than 2011..at least i hope so..i am thankful that i have my family and friends..
New Year is almost like a new beginning to life, a chance to undo all that went wrong in the previous year, a time to celebrate all that’s worth being grateful for, and a time to look back at the year that’s gone, reflecting on how far we have come in fulfilling the dreams of our lives. Everyone has a different story, and each story is just as interesting as the other..
p/s : i wrote this in the middle of a night..so,it sucks a little bit..maybe a lot of grammatical error..malas nk check..
